I told you about her and the pneumonia. She’s all right agyne now, only thin. She’s the prize I drew. I don’t want a world where you can’t draw prizes. If it were all bloomin’ conscientious an’ accordin’ to merit, I’d never have got her. See?”
‘Me, too,’ thought Michael, mentally drawing that face again.
“We’ve all got our dreams; mine’s blue butterflies–Central Austrylia. The Socialists won’t ‘elp me to get there. Their ideas of ‘eaven don’t run beyond Europe.”
“Cripes!” said Michael. “Melted butter, Bicket?”
“Thank you, sir.”
Silence was not broken for some time, but the soles were.
“What made you think of balloons, Bicket?”
“You don’t ‘ave to advertise, they do it for you.”
“Saw too much of advertising with us, eh?”
“Well, sir, I did use to read the wrappers. Astonished me, I will sy–the number of gryte books.”
Michael ran his hands through his hair.
“Wrappers! The same young woman being kissed by the same young man with the same clean-cut jaw. But what can you do, Bicket? They WILL HAVE IT. I tried to make a break only this morning–I shall see what comes of it. “‘And I hope YOU won’t!’ he thought: ‘Fancy coming on Fleur outside a novel!’
“I did notice a tendency just before I left,” said Bicket, “to ‘ave cliffs or landskips and two sort of dolls sittin’ on the sand or in the grass lookin’ as if they didn’t know what to do with each other.”
“Yes,” murmured Michael, “we tried that. It was supposed not to be vulgar. But we soon exhausted the public’s capacity. What’ll you have now–cheese?”
“Thank you, sir; I’ve had too much already, but I won’t say ‘No.’”
“Two Stiltons,” said Michael.
“How’s Mr. Desert, sir?”
Michael reddened.
“Oh! He’s all right.”
Bicket had reddened also.
“I wish–I wish you’d let him know that it was quite a–an accident my pitchin’ on his book. I’ve always regretted it.”
“It’s usually an accident, I think,” said Michael slowly, “when we snoop other people’s goods. We never WANT to.”
Bicket looked up.
“No, sir, I don’t agree. ‘Alf mankind’s predytory–only, I’m not that sort, meself.”
In Michael loyalty tried to stammer “Nor is he.” He handed his cigarette case to Bicket.
“Thank you, sir, I’m sure.”
His eyes were swimming, and Michael thought: ‘Dash it! This is sentimental. Kiss me good-bye and go!’ He beckoned up the white-aproned fellow.
“Give us your address, Bicket. If integuments are any good to you, I might have some spare slops.”
Bicket backed the bill with his address and said, hesitating: “I suppose, sir, Mrs. Mont wouldn’t ‘ave anything to spare. My wife’s about my height.”
“I expect she would. We’ll send them along.” He saw the ‘little snipe’s’ lips quivering, and reached for his overcoat. “If anything blows in, I’ll remember you. Goodbye, Bicket, and good luck.”
Going east, because Bicket was going west, he repeated to himself the maxim: “Pity is tripe–pity is tripe!” Then getting on a ‘bus, he was borne back past St. Paul’s. Cautiously ‘taking a lunar’–as old Forsyte put it–he SAW Bicket inflating a balloon; little was visible of his face or figure behind that rosy circumference. Nearing Blake Street, he developed an invincible repugnance to work, and was carried on to Trafalgar Square. Bicket had stirred him up. The world was sometimes almost unbearably jolly. Bicket, Wilfrid, and the Ruhr!” Feeling is tosh! Pity is tripe!” He descended from his ‘bus, and passed the lions towards Pall Mall. Should he go into ‘Snooks’ and ask for Bart? No use–he would not find Fleur there. That was what he really wanted–to see Fleur in the daytime. But–where? She was everywhere to be found, and that was nowhere.
She was restless. Was that his fault? If he had been Wilfrid–would she be restless? ‘Yes,’ he thought stoutly, ‘Wilfrid’s restless, too.’ They were all restless–all the people he knew. At least all the young ones–in life and in letters. Look at their novels! Hardly one in twenty had any repose, any of that quality which made one turn back to a book as a corner of refuge. They dashed and sputtered and skidded and rushed by like motor cycles–violent, oh! and clever. How tired he was of cleverness! Sometimes he would take a manuscript home to Fleur for her opinion. He remembered her saying once: “This is exactly like life, Michael, it just rushes–it doesn’t dwell on anything long enough to mean anything anywhere. Of course the author didn’t mean it for satire, but if you publish it, I advise you to put: ‘This awful satire on modern life’ outside the cover.” And they had. At least, they had put: “This wonderful satire on modern life.” Fleur WAS like that! She could see the hurry, but, like the author of the wonderful satire, she didn’t know that she herself veered and hurried, or–did she know? Was she conscious of kicking at life, like a flame at air?
He had reached Piccadilly, and suddenly he remembered that he had not called on her aunt for ages. That was a possible draw. He bent his steps towards Green Street.
“Mrs. Dartie at home?”
“Yes, sir.”
Michael moved his nostrils. Fleur used–but he could catch no scent, except incense. Winifred burnt joss-sticks when she remembered what a distinguished atmosphere they produced.
“What name?”
“Mr. Mont. My wife’s not here, I suppose?”
“No, sir. Only Mrs. Val Dartie.”
Mrs. Val Dartie! Yes, he remembered, nice woman–but not a substitute for Fleur! Committed, however, he followed the maid.
In the drawing-room Michael found three people, one of them his father-inlaw, who had a grey and brooding aspect, and, from an Empire chair, was staring at blue Australian butterflies’ wings under glass on a round scarlet table. Winifred had jazzed the Empire foundations of her room with a superstructure more suitable to the age. She greeted Michael with fashionable warmth. It was good of him to come when he was so busy with all these young poets. “I thought ‘Copper Coin,’” she said–“what a NICE title! – such an intriguing little book. I do think Mr. Desert is clever! What is he doing now?”
Michael said: “I don’t know,” and dropped on to a settee beside Mrs. Val. Ignorant of the Forsyte family feud, he was unable to appreciate the relief he had brought in with him. Soames said something about the French, got up, and went to the window; Winifred joined him–their voices sounded confidential.
“How is Fleur?” said Michael’s neighbour.
“Thanks, awfully well.”
“Do you like your house?”
“Oh, fearfully. Won’t you come and see it?”
“I don’t know whether Fleur would–?”
“Why not?”
“Oh! Well!”
“She’s frightfully accessible.”
She seemed to be looking at him with more interest than he deserved, to be trying to make something out from his face, and he added:
“You’re a relation–by blood as well as marriage, aren’t you?”
“Yes.”
“Then what’s the skeleton?”
“Oh! nothing. I’ll certainly come. Only–she has so many friends.”
Michael thought: ‘I like this woman!’ “As a matter of fact,” he said, “I came here this afternoon thinking I might find Fleur. I should like her to know you. With all the jazz there is about, she’d appreciate somebody restful.”
“Thank you.”
“You’ve never lived in London?”
“Not since I was six.”
“I wish she could get a rest–pity there isn’t a d-desert handy.” He had stuttered; the word was not pronounced the same–still! He glanced, disconcerted, at the butterflies. “I’ve just been talking to a little Cockney whose S. O. S. is ‘Central Austrylia.’ But what do you say–Have we got souls to save?”
“I used to think so, but now I’m not so sure–something’s struck me lately.”
“What was that?”
“Well, I notice that any one at all out of proportion, or whose nose is on one side, or whose eyes jut out, or even have a special shining look, always believes in the soul; people who are in proportion, and have no prominent physical features, don’t seem to be really interested.”
Michael’s ears moved.
“By Jove!” he said; “some thought! Fleur’s beautifully proportioned–SHE doesn’t seem to worry. I’m not–and I certainly do. The people in Covent Garden must have lots of soul. You think ‘the soul’s’ the result of loose-gearing in the organism–sort of special consciousness from not working in one piece.”
“Yes, rather like that–what’s called psychic power is, I’m almost sure.”
“I say, is your life safe? According to your theory, though, we’re in a mighty soulful era. I must think over my family. How about yours?”
“The Forsytes! Oh, they’re quite too well-proportioned.”
“I agree, they haven’t any special juts so far as I’ve seen. The French, too, are awfully close-knit. It really is an idea, only, of course, most people see it the other way. They’d say the soul produces the disproportion, makes the eyes shine, bends the nose, and all that; where the soul is small, it’s not trying to get out of the body, whence the barber’s block. I’ll think about it. Thanks for the tip. Well, do come and see us. Good-bye! I don’t think I’ll disturb them in the window. Would you mind saying I had to scoot?” Squeezing a slim, gloved hand, receiving and returning a smiling look, he slid out, thinking: ‘Dash the soul, where’s her body?’
Chapter IV.
FLEUR’S BODY
Fleur’s body, indeed, was at the moment in one of those difficult positions which continually threaten the spirit of compromise. It was in fact in Wilfrid’s arms; sufficiently, at least, to make her say:
“No, Wilfrid–you promised to be good.”
It was a really remarkable tribute to her powers of skating on thin ice that the word ‘good’ should still have significance. For eleven weeks exactly this young man had danced on the edge of fulfilment, and was even now divided from her by two clenched hands pressed firmly against his chest, and the word ‘good’; and this after not having seen her for a fortnight.
When she said it, he let her go, with a sort of violence, and sat down on a piece of junk. Only the sense of damnable iteration prevented him from saying: “It can’t go on, Fleur.” She knew that! And yet it did! This was what perpetually amazed him. How a poor brute could hang on week after week saying to her and to himself: “Now or never!” when it wasn’t either. Subconsciousness, that, until the word ‘now’ had been reached, Fleur would not know her own mind, alone had kept him dancing. His own feelings were so intense that he almost hated her for indecision. And he was unjust. It was not exactly indecision. Fleur wanted the added richness and excitement which Wilfrid’s affection gave to life, but without danger and without loss. How natural! His frightful passionateness was making all the trouble. Neither by her wish, nor through her fault, was he passionate! And yet–it was both nice and proper to inspire passion; and, of course, she had the lurking sense that she was not ‘in the mode’ to cavil at a lover, especially since life owed her one.
Released, she smoothed herself and said: “Talk of something sensible; what have you been writing?”
“This.”
Fleur read. Flushing and biting her lips, she said:
“It’s frightfully bitter.”
“It’s frightfully true. Does HE ever ask you now whether you see me?”
“Never.”
“Why?”
“I don’t know.”
“What would you answer if he did?”
Fleur shrugged her shoulders.
Desert said quietly: “Yes, that’s your attitude. It can’t last, Fleur.” He was standing by the window. She put the sheets down on his desk and moved towards him. Poor Wilfrid! Now that he was quiet she was sorry.
He said suddenly: “Stop! Don’t move! HE’S down there in the street.”
Recoiling, she gasped: “Michael! Oh! But how–how could he have known?”
Desert said grimly: “Do you only know him as little as that? Do you suppose he’d be there if he knew you were here?”
Fleur winced.
“Why IS he there, then?”
“He probably wants to see me. He looks as if he couldn’t make up his mind. Don’t get the wind up, he won’t be let in.”
Fleur sat down; she felt weak in the legs. The ice seemed suddenly of an appalling thinness–the water appallingly cold.
“Has he seen you?” she said.
“No.”
The thought flashed through him: ‘If I were a blackguard, I could force her hand, by moving one step and crooking my finger.’ Pity one wasn’t a blackguard–at all events, not to that point–things would be so much simpler!
“Where is he now?” asked Fleur.
“Going away.”
In profound relief, she sighed out:
“But it’s queer, isn’t it, Wilfrid?”
“You don’t suppose he’s easy in his mind, do you?”
Fleur bit her lips. He was jeering, because she didn’t or couldn’t really love either of them. It was unjust. She COULD have loved–she HAD loved! Wilfrid and Michael–they might go to the deuce!
“I wish I had never come here,” she said suddenly: “and I’ll never come again!”
He went to the door, and held it open.
“You are right.”
Fleur stood quite still, her chin on the collar of her fur, her clear-glancing eyes fixed on his face, her lips set and mutinous.
“You think I’m a heartless beast,” she said slowly. “So I am–now. Good-bye!”
He neither took her hand nor spoke, he only bowed. His eyes were very tragic. Trembling with mortification, Fleur went out. She heard the door closed, while she was going down the stairs. At the bottom she stood uncertain. Suppose Michael had come back! Almost opposite was that gallery where she had first met him and–Jon. Slip across in there! If he were still hovering round the entrance of the little street, she could tell him with a good conscience where she had been. She peeped. Not in sight! Swiftly she slid across into the doorway opposite. They would be closing in a minute–just on four o’clock! She put down a shilling and slipped in. She must see–in case! She stood revolving–one-man show, the man–Claud Brains! She put down another shilling for a catalogue, and read as she went out. “No. 7. Woman getting the wind up.” It told her everything; and with a lighter heart she skimmed along, and took a taxi. Get home before Michael! She felt relieved, almost exhilarated. So much for skating on thin ice! It wasn’t good enough. Wilfrid must go. Poor Wilfrid! Well, he shouldn’t have sneered–what did he know of her? Nobody knew anything of her! She was alone in the world. She slipped her latch-key into the hall door. No Michael. She sat down in the drawing-room before the fire, and took up Walter Nazing’s last. She read a page three times. It meant no more with every reading–it meant less; he was the kind of author who must be read at a gallop, and given away lest a first impression of wind in the hair be lost in a sensation of wind lower down; but Wilfrid’s eyes came between her and the words. Pity! Nobody pitied her; why, then, should she pity them? Besides, pity was ‘pop,’ as Amabel would say. The situation demanded cast-iron sense. But Wilfrid’s eyes! Well–she wouldn’t be seeing them again! Beautiful eyes when they smiled or when–so much more often–they looked at her with longing, as now between her and the sentence: “Solemnly and with a delicious egoism he more than awfully desired her who snug and rosy in the pink shell of her involuted and so petulant social periphrasis–” Poor Wilfrid! Pity was ‘pop,’ but there was pride! Did she choose that he should go away thinking that she had ‘played him up’ just out of vanity, as Walter Nazing said American women did? Did she? Would it not be more in the mode, really dramatic–if one ‘went over the deep end,’ as they said, just once? Would that not be something they could both look back on–he in the East he was always talking of, she in this West? The proposition had a momentary popularity in that organism called Fleur too finely proportioned for a soul according to the theory which Michael was thinking over. Like all popularities, it did not last. First: Would she like it? She did not think she would; one man, without love, was quite enough. Then there was the danger of passing into Wilfrid’s power. He was a gentleman, but he was passionate; the cup once sipped, would he consent to put it down? But more than all was a physical doubt of the last two or three weeks which awaited verification, and which made her feel solemn. She stood up and passed her hands all over her, with a definite recoil from the thought of Wilfrid’s hands doing the same. No! To have his friendship, his admiration, but not at that price. She viewed him, suddenly, as a bomb set on her copper floor; and in fancy ran and seized and flung him out into the Square–poor Wilfrid! Pity was ‘pop!’ But one might be sorry for ONESELF, losing him; losing too that ideal of modern womanhood expounded to her one evening by Marjorie Ferrar, pet of the ‘panjoys,’ whose red-gold hair excited so much admiration: “My ambition–old thing–is to be the perfect wife of one man, the perfect mistress of another, and the perfect mother of a third, all at once. It’s perfectly possible–they do it in France.”
But was it really so perfectly possible–even if pity WAS posh? How be perfect to Michael, when the slightest slip might reveal to him that she was being perfect to Wilfrid; how be perfect to Wilfrid, when every time she was perfect to Michael would be a dagger in Wilfrid’s heart? And if–if her physical doubt should mature into certainty, how be perfect mother to the certainty, when she was either torturing two men, or lying to them like a trooperess? Not so perfectly possible as all that! ‘If only I were all French!’ thought Fleur…
The clicking door startled her–the reason that she was not all French was coming in. He looked very grey, as if he had been thinking too much. He kissed her, and sat down moodily before the fire.
“Have you come for the night, Dad?”
“If I may,” murmured Soames. “Business.”
“Anything unpleasant, ducky?”
Soames looked up as if startled.
“Unpleasant? Why should it be unpleasant?”
“I only thought from your face.”
Soames grunted. “This Ruhr!” he said. “I’ve brought you a picture. Chinese!”
“Oh, Dad! How jolly!”
“It isn’t,” said Soames; “it’s a monkey eating fruit.”
“But that’s perfect! Where is it–in the hall?”
Soames nodded.
Stripping the coverings off the picture, Fleur brought it in, and setting it up on the jade-green settee, stood away and looked at it. The large white monkey with its brown haunting eyes, as if she had suddenly wrested its interest from the orange-like fruit in its crisped paw, the grey background, the empty rinds all round–bright splashes in a general ghostliness of colour, impressed her at once.
“But, Dad, it’s a masterpiece–I’m sure it’s of a frightfully good period.”
“I don’t know,” said Soames. “I must look up the Chinese.”
“But you oughtn’t to give it to me, it must be worth any amount. You ought to have it in your collection.”
“They didn’t know its value,” said Soames, and a faint smile illumined his features. “I gave three hundred for it. It’ll be safer here.”
“Of course it’ll be safe. Only why safer?”
Soames turned towards the picture.
“I can’t tell. Anything may come of this.”
“Of what, dear?”
“Is ‘old Mont’ coming in to-night?”
“No, he’s at Lippinghall still.”
“Well, it doesn’t matter–he’s no good.”
Fleur took his hand and gave it a squeeze.
“Tell me!”
Soames’ tickled heart quivered. Fancy her wanting to know what was troubling him! But his sense of the becoming, and his fear of giving away his own alarm, forbade response.
“Nothing you’d understand,” he said. “Where are you going to hang it?”
“There, I think; but we must wait for Michael.”
Soames grumbled out:
“I saw him just now at your aunt’s. Is that the way he attends to business?”
‘Perhaps,’ thought Fleur, ‘he was only on his way back to the office. Cork Street IS more or less between! If he passed the end of it, he would think of Wilfrid, he might have been wanting to see him about books.’
“Oh, here’s Ting! Well, darling!”
The Chinese dog, let in, as it were, by Providence, seeing Soames, sat down suddenly with snub upturned and eyes brilliant. “The expression of your face,” he seemed to say, “pleases me. We belong to the past and could sing hymns together, old man.”
“Funny little chap,” said Soames; “he always knows me.”
Fleur lifted him. “Come and see the new monkey, ducky.”
“Don’t let him lick it.”
Held rather firmly by his jade-green collar and confronted by an inexplicable piece of silk smelling of the past, Ting-a-ling raised his head higher and higher to correspond with the action of his nostrils, and his little tongue appeared, tentatively savouring the emanation of his country.
“It’s a nice monkey, isn’t it, darling?”
“No,” said Ting-a-ling, rather clearly. “Put me down!”
Restored to the floor, he sought a patch where the copper came through between two rugs, and licked it quietly.
“Mr. Aubrey Greene, ma’am!”
“H’m!” said Soames.
The painter came gliding and glowing in; his bright hair slipping back, his green eyes sliding off.
“Ah!” he said, pointing to the floor. “That’s what I’ve come about.”
Fleur followed his finger in amazement.
“Ting!” she said severely, “stop it! He will lick the copper, Aubrey.”
“But how perfectly Chinese! They do every thing we don’t.”
“Dad–Aubrey Greene. My father’s just brought me this picture, Aubrey–isn’t it a gem?”
The painter stood quite still, his eyes ceased sliding off, his hair ceased slipping back.
“Phew!” he said.
Soames rose. He had waited for the flippant; but he recognised in the tone something reverential, if not aghast.
“By George,” said Aubrey Greene, “those eyes! Where did you pick it up, sir?”
“It belonged to a cousin of mine–a racing man. It was his only picture.”
“Good for him! He must have had taste.”
Soames stared. The idea that George should have had taste almost appalled him.
“No,” he said, with a flash of inspiration: “What he liked about it was that it makes you feel uncomfortable.”
“Same thing! I don’t know where I’ve seen a more pungent satire on human life.”
“I don’t follow,” said Soames dryly.
“Why, it’s a perfect allegory, sir! Eat the fruits of life, scatter the rinds, and get copped doing it. When they’re still, a monkey’s eyes are the human tragedy incarnate. Look at them! He thinks there’s something beyond, and he’s sad or angry because he can’t get at it. That picture ought to be in the British Museum, sir, with the label: ‘Civilisation, caught out.’”
“Well, it won’t be,” said Fleur. “It’ll be here, labelled ‘The White Monkey.’”
“Same thing.”
“Cynicism,” said Soames abruptly, “gets you nowhere. If you’d said ‘MODERNITY caught out’–”
“I do, sir; but why be narrow? You don’t seriously suppose this age is worse than any other?”
“Don’t I?” said Soames. “In my belief the world reached its highest point in the ‘eighties, and will never reach it again.”
The painter stared.
“That’s frightfully interesting. I wasn’t born, and I suppose you were about my age then, sir. You believed in God and drove in DILIGENCES.”
DILIGENCES! The word awakened in Soames a memory which somehow seemed appropriate.
“Yes,” he said, “and I can tell you a story of those days that you can’t match in these. When I was a youngster in Switzerland with my people, two of my sisters had some black cherries. When they’d eaten about half a dozen they discovered that they all had little maggots in them. An English climber there saw how upset they were, and ate the whole of the rest of the cherries–about two pounds–maggots, stones and all, just to show them. That was the sort of men they were then.”
“Oh! Father!”
“Gee! He must have been gone on them.”
“No,” said Soames, “not particularly. His name was Powley; he wore side whiskers.”
“Talking of God and diligences; I saw a hansom yesterday.”
‘More to the point if you’d seen God,’ thought Soames, but he did not say so; indeed, the thought surprised him, it was not the sort of thing he had ever seen himself.
“You mayn’t know it, sir, but there’s more belief now than there was before the war–they’ve discovered that we’re not all body.”
“Oh!” said Fleur. “That reminds me, Aubrey. Do you know any mediums? Could I get one to come here? On our floor, with Michael outside the door, one would know there couldn’t be any hanky. Do the dark seance people ever go out? – they’re much more thrilling they say.”
“Spiritualism!” said Soames. “H’mph!” He could not in half an hour have expressed himself more clearly.
Aubrey Greene’s eyes slid off to Ting-a-ling. “I’ll see what I can do, if you’ll lend me your Peke for an hour or so tomorrow afternoon. I’d bring him back on a lead, and give him every luxury.”
“What do you want him for?”
“Michael sent me a most topping little model today. But, you see, she can’t smile.”
“Michael?”
“Yes. Something quite new; and I’ve got a scheme. Her smile’s like sunlight going off an Italian valley; but when you tell her to, she can’t. I thought your Peke could make her, perhaps.”
“May I come and see?” said Fleur.
“Yes, bring him tomorrow; but, if I can persuade her, it’ll be in the ‘altogether.’”
“Oh! Will you get me a seance, if I lend you Ting?”
“I will.”
“H’mph!” said Soames again. Seances, Italian sunlight, the ‘altogether!’ It was time he got back to Elderson, and what was to be done now, and left this fiddling while Rome burned.
“Good-bye, Mr. Greene,” he said; “I’ve got no time.”
“Quite, sir,” said Aubrey Greene.
“Quite!” mimicked Soames to himself, going out.
Aubrey Greene took his departure a few minutes later, crossing a lady in the hall who was delivering her name to the manservant.
Alone with her body, Fleur again passed her hands all over it. The ‘altogether’–was a reminder of the dangers of dramatic conduct.
Chapter V.
FLEUR’S SOUL
“Mrs. Val Dartie, ma’am.”
A name which could not be distorted even by Coaker affected her like a finger applied suddenly to the head of the sciatic nerve. Holly! Not seen since the day when she did not marry Jon. Holly! A flood of remembrance–Wansdon, the Downs, the gravel pit, the apple orchard, the river, the copse at Robin Hill! No! It was not a pleasant sensation–to see Holly, and she said: “How awfully nice of you to come!”
“I met your husband this afternoon at Green Street; he asked me. What a lovely room!”
“Ting! Come and be introduced! This is Ting-a-ling; isn’t he perfect? He’s a little upset because of the new monkey. How’s Val, and dear Wansdon? It was too wonderfully peaceful.”
“It’s a nice backwater. I don’t get tired of it.”
“And–” said Fleur, with a little laugh, “Jon?”
“He’s growing peaches in North Carolina. British Columbia didn’t do.”
“Oh! Is he married?”
“No.”
“I suppose he’ll marry an American.”
“He isn’t twenty-two, you know.”
“Good Lord!” said Fleur: “Am I only twenty-one? I feel forty-eight.”
“That’s living in the middle of things and seeing so many people–”
“And getting to know none.”
“But don’t you?”
“No, it isn’t done. I mean we all call each other by our Christian names; but apres–”
“I like your husband very much.”
“Oh! yes, Michael’s a dear. How’s June?”
“I saw her yesterday–she’s got a new painter, of course–Claud Brains. I believe he’s what they call a Vertiginist.”
Fleur bit her lip.
“Yes, they’re quite common. I suppose June thinks he’s the only one.”
“Well, she think’s he’s a genius.”
“She’s wonderful.”
“Yes,” said Holly, “the most loyal creature in the world while it lasts. It’s like poultry farming–once they’re hatched. You never saw Boris Strumolowski?”
“No.”
“Well, don’t.”
“I know his bust of Michael’s uncle. It’s rather sane.”
“Yes. June thought it a pot-boiler, and he never forgave her. Of course it was. As soon as her swan makes money, she looks round for another. She’s a darling.”
“Yes,” murmured Fleur; “I liked June.”
Another flood of remembrance–from a tea-shop, from the river, from June’s little dining-room, from where in Green Street she had changed her wedding dress under the upward gaze of June’s blue eyes. She seized the monkey and held it up.
“Isn’t it a picture of ‘life’?” Would she have said that if Aubrey Greene hadn’t? Still it seemed very true at the moment.
“Poor monkey!” said Holly. “I’m always frightfully sorry for monkeys.
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‘Me, too,’ thought Michael, mentally drawing that face again.
“We’ve all got our dreams; mine’s blue butterflies–Central Austrylia. The Socialists won’t ‘elp me to get there. Their ideas of ‘eaven don’t run beyond Europe.”
“Cripes!” said Michael. “Melted butter, Bicket?”
“Thank you, sir.”
Silence was not broken for some time, but the soles were.
“What made you think of balloons, Bicket?”
“You don’t ‘ave to advertise, they do it for you.”
“Saw too much of advertising with us, eh?”
“Well, sir, I did use to read the wrappers. Astonished me, I will sy–the number of gryte books.”
Michael ran his hands through his hair.
“Wrappers! The same young woman being kissed by the same young man with the same clean-cut jaw. But what can you do, Bicket? They WILL HAVE IT. I tried to make a break only this morning–I shall see what comes of it. “‘And I hope YOU won’t!’ he thought: ‘Fancy coming on Fleur outside a novel!’
“I did notice a tendency just before I left,” said Bicket, “to ‘ave cliffs or landskips and two sort of dolls sittin’ on the sand or in the grass lookin’ as if they didn’t know what to do with each other.”
“Yes,” murmured Michael, “we tried that. It was supposed not to be vulgar. But we soon exhausted the public’s capacity. What’ll you have now–cheese?”
“Thank you, sir; I’ve had too much already, but I won’t say ‘No.’”
“Two Stiltons,” said Michael.
“How’s Mr. Desert, sir?”
Michael reddened.
“Oh! He’s all right.”
Bicket had reddened also.
“I wish–I wish you’d let him know that it was quite a–an accident my pitchin’ on his book. I’ve always regretted it.”
“It’s usually an accident, I think,” said Michael slowly, “when we snoop other people’s goods. We never WANT to.”
Bicket looked up.
“No, sir, I don’t agree. ‘Alf mankind’s predytory–only, I’m not that sort, meself.”
In Michael loyalty tried to stammer “Nor is he.” He handed his cigarette case to Bicket.
“Thank you, sir, I’m sure.”
His eyes were swimming, and Michael thought: ‘Dash it! This is sentimental. Kiss me good-bye and go!’ He beckoned up the white-aproned fellow.
“Give us your address, Bicket. If integuments are any good to you, I might have some spare slops.”
Bicket backed the bill with his address and said, hesitating: “I suppose, sir, Mrs. Mont wouldn’t ‘ave anything to spare. My wife’s about my height.”
“I expect she would. We’ll send them along.” He saw the ‘little snipe’s’ lips quivering, and reached for his overcoat. “If anything blows in, I’ll remember you. Goodbye, Bicket, and good luck.”
Going east, because Bicket was going west, he repeated to himself the maxim: “Pity is tripe–pity is tripe!” Then getting on a ‘bus, he was borne back past St. Paul’s. Cautiously ‘taking a lunar’–as old Forsyte put it–he SAW Bicket inflating a balloon; little was visible of his face or figure behind that rosy circumference. Nearing Blake Street, he developed an invincible repugnance to work, and was carried on to Trafalgar Square. Bicket had stirred him up. The world was sometimes almost unbearably jolly. Bicket, Wilfrid, and the Ruhr!” Feeling is tosh! Pity is tripe!” He descended from his ‘bus, and passed the lions towards Pall Mall. Should he go into ‘Snooks’ and ask for Bart? No use–he would not find Fleur there. That was what he really wanted–to see Fleur in the daytime. But–where? She was everywhere to be found, and that was nowhere.
She was restless. Was that his fault? If he had been Wilfrid–would she be restless? ‘Yes,’ he thought stoutly, ‘Wilfrid’s restless, too.’ They were all restless–all the people he knew. At least all the young ones–in life and in letters. Look at their novels! Hardly one in twenty had any repose, any of that quality which made one turn back to a book as a corner of refuge. They dashed and sputtered and skidded and rushed by like motor cycles–violent, oh! and clever. How tired he was of cleverness! Sometimes he would take a manuscript home to Fleur for her opinion. He remembered her saying once: “This is exactly like life, Michael, it just rushes–it doesn’t dwell on anything long enough to mean anything anywhere. Of course the author didn’t mean it for satire, but if you publish it, I advise you to put: ‘This awful satire on modern life’ outside the cover.” And they had. At least, they had put: “This wonderful satire on modern life.” Fleur WAS like that! She could see the hurry, but, like the author of the wonderful satire, she didn’t know that she herself veered and hurried, or–did she know? Was she conscious of kicking at life, like a flame at air?
He had reached Piccadilly, and suddenly he remembered that he had not called on her aunt for ages. That was a possible draw. He bent his steps towards Green Street.
“Mrs. Dartie at home?”
“Yes, sir.”
Michael moved his nostrils. Fleur used–but he could catch no scent, except incense. Winifred burnt joss-sticks when she remembered what a distinguished atmosphere they produced.
“What name?”
“Mr. Mont. My wife’s not here, I suppose?”
“No, sir. Only Mrs. Val Dartie.”
Mrs. Val Dartie! Yes, he remembered, nice woman–but not a substitute for Fleur! Committed, however, he followed the maid.
In the drawing-room Michael found three people, one of them his father-inlaw, who had a grey and brooding aspect, and, from an Empire chair, was staring at blue Australian butterflies’ wings under glass on a round scarlet table. Winifred had jazzed the Empire foundations of her room with a superstructure more suitable to the age. She greeted Michael with fashionable warmth. It was good of him to come when he was so busy with all these young poets. “I thought ‘Copper Coin,’” she said–“what a NICE title! – such an intriguing little book. I do think Mr. Desert is clever! What is he doing now?”
Michael said: “I don’t know,” and dropped on to a settee beside Mrs. Val. Ignorant of the Forsyte family feud, he was unable to appreciate the relief he had brought in with him. Soames said something about the French, got up, and went to the window; Winifred joined him–their voices sounded confidential.
“How is Fleur?” said Michael’s neighbour.
“Thanks, awfully well.”
“Do you like your house?”
“Oh, fearfully. Won’t you come and see it?”
“I don’t know whether Fleur would–?”
“Why not?”
“Oh! Well!”
“She’s frightfully accessible.”
She seemed to be looking at him with more interest than he deserved, to be trying to make something out from his face, and he added:
“You’re a relation–by blood as well as marriage, aren’t you?”
“Yes.”
“Then what’s the skeleton?”
“Oh! nothing. I’ll certainly come. Only–she has so many friends.”
Michael thought: ‘I like this woman!’ “As a matter of fact,” he said, “I came here this afternoon thinking I might find Fleur. I should like her to know you. With all the jazz there is about, she’d appreciate somebody restful.”
“Thank you.”
“You’ve never lived in London?”
“Not since I was six.”
“I wish she could get a rest–pity there isn’t a d-desert handy.” He had stuttered; the word was not pronounced the same–still! He glanced, disconcerted, at the butterflies. “I’ve just been talking to a little Cockney whose S. O. S. is ‘Central Austrylia.’ But what do you say–Have we got souls to save?”
“I used to think so, but now I’m not so sure–something’s struck me lately.”
“What was that?”
“Well, I notice that any one at all out of proportion, or whose nose is on one side, or whose eyes jut out, or even have a special shining look, always believes in the soul; people who are in proportion, and have no prominent physical features, don’t seem to be really interested.”
Michael’s ears moved.
“By Jove!” he said; “some thought! Fleur’s beautifully proportioned–SHE doesn’t seem to worry. I’m not–and I certainly do. The people in Covent Garden must have lots of soul. You think ‘the soul’s’ the result of loose-gearing in the organism–sort of special consciousness from not working in one piece.”
“Yes, rather like that–what’s called psychic power is, I’m almost sure.”
“I say, is your life safe? According to your theory, though, we’re in a mighty soulful era. I must think over my family. How about yours?”
“The Forsytes! Oh, they’re quite too well-proportioned.”
“I agree, they haven’t any special juts so far as I’ve seen. The French, too, are awfully close-knit. It really is an idea, only, of course, most people see it the other way. They’d say the soul produces the disproportion, makes the eyes shine, bends the nose, and all that; where the soul is small, it’s not trying to get out of the body, whence the barber’s block. I’ll think about it. Thanks for the tip. Well, do come and see us. Good-bye! I don’t think I’ll disturb them in the window. Would you mind saying I had to scoot?” Squeezing a slim, gloved hand, receiving and returning a smiling look, he slid out, thinking: ‘Dash the soul, where’s her body?’
Chapter IV.
FLEUR’S BODY
Fleur’s body, indeed, was at the moment in one of those difficult positions which continually threaten the spirit of compromise. It was in fact in Wilfrid’s arms; sufficiently, at least, to make her say:
“No, Wilfrid–you promised to be good.”
It was a really remarkable tribute to her powers of skating on thin ice that the word ‘good’ should still have significance. For eleven weeks exactly this young man had danced on the edge of fulfilment, and was even now divided from her by two clenched hands pressed firmly against his chest, and the word ‘good’; and this after not having seen her for a fortnight.
When she said it, he let her go, with a sort of violence, and sat down on a piece of junk. Only the sense of damnable iteration prevented him from saying: “It can’t go on, Fleur.” She knew that! And yet it did! This was what perpetually amazed him. How a poor brute could hang on week after week saying to her and to himself: “Now or never!” when it wasn’t either. Subconsciousness, that, until the word ‘now’ had been reached, Fleur would not know her own mind, alone had kept him dancing. His own feelings were so intense that he almost hated her for indecision. And he was unjust. It was not exactly indecision. Fleur wanted the added richness and excitement which Wilfrid’s affection gave to life, but without danger and without loss. How natural! His frightful passionateness was making all the trouble. Neither by her wish, nor through her fault, was he passionate! And yet–it was both nice and proper to inspire passion; and, of course, she had the lurking sense that she was not ‘in the mode’ to cavil at a lover, especially since life owed her one.
Released, she smoothed herself and said: “Talk of something sensible; what have you been writing?”
“This.”
Fleur read. Flushing and biting her lips, she said:
“It’s frightfully bitter.”
“It’s frightfully true. Does HE ever ask you now whether you see me?”
“Never.”
“Why?”
“I don’t know.”
“What would you answer if he did?”
Fleur shrugged her shoulders.
Desert said quietly: “Yes, that’s your attitude. It can’t last, Fleur.” He was standing by the window. She put the sheets down on his desk and moved towards him. Poor Wilfrid! Now that he was quiet she was sorry.
He said suddenly: “Stop! Don’t move! HE’S down there in the street.”
Recoiling, she gasped: “Michael! Oh! But how–how could he have known?”
Desert said grimly: “Do you only know him as little as that? Do you suppose he’d be there if he knew you were here?”
Fleur winced.
“Why IS he there, then?”
“He probably wants to see me. He looks as if he couldn’t make up his mind. Don’t get the wind up, he won’t be let in.”
Fleur sat down; she felt weak in the legs. The ice seemed suddenly of an appalling thinness–the water appallingly cold.
“Has he seen you?” she said.
“No.”
The thought flashed through him: ‘If I were a blackguard, I could force her hand, by moving one step and crooking my finger.’ Pity one wasn’t a blackguard–at all events, not to that point–things would be so much simpler!
“Where is he now?” asked Fleur.
“Going away.”
In profound relief, she sighed out:
“But it’s queer, isn’t it, Wilfrid?”
“You don’t suppose he’s easy in his mind, do you?”
Fleur bit her lips. He was jeering, because she didn’t or couldn’t really love either of them. It was unjust. She COULD have loved–she HAD loved! Wilfrid and Michael–they might go to the deuce!
“I wish I had never come here,” she said suddenly: “and I’ll never come again!”
He went to the door, and held it open.
“You are right.”
Fleur stood quite still, her chin on the collar of her fur, her clear-glancing eyes fixed on his face, her lips set and mutinous.
“You think I’m a heartless beast,” she said slowly. “So I am–now. Good-bye!”
He neither took her hand nor spoke, he only bowed. His eyes were very tragic. Trembling with mortification, Fleur went out. She heard the door closed, while she was going down the stairs. At the bottom she stood uncertain. Suppose Michael had come back! Almost opposite was that gallery where she had first met him and–Jon. Slip across in there! If he were still hovering round the entrance of the little street, she could tell him with a good conscience where she had been. She peeped. Not in sight! Swiftly she slid across into the doorway opposite. They would be closing in a minute–just on four o’clock! She put down a shilling and slipped in. She must see–in case! She stood revolving–one-man show, the man–Claud Brains! She put down another shilling for a catalogue, and read as she went out. “No. 7. Woman getting the wind up.” It told her everything; and with a lighter heart she skimmed along, and took a taxi. Get home before Michael! She felt relieved, almost exhilarated. So much for skating on thin ice! It wasn’t good enough. Wilfrid must go. Poor Wilfrid! Well, he shouldn’t have sneered–what did he know of her? Nobody knew anything of her! She was alone in the world. She slipped her latch-key into the hall door. No Michael. She sat down in the drawing-room before the fire, and took up Walter Nazing’s last. She read a page three times. It meant no more with every reading–it meant less; he was the kind of author who must be read at a gallop, and given away lest a first impression of wind in the hair be lost in a sensation of wind lower down; but Wilfrid’s eyes came between her and the words. Pity! Nobody pitied her; why, then, should she pity them? Besides, pity was ‘pop,’ as Amabel would say. The situation demanded cast-iron sense. But Wilfrid’s eyes! Well–she wouldn’t be seeing them again! Beautiful eyes when they smiled or when–so much more often–they looked at her with longing, as now between her and the sentence: “Solemnly and with a delicious egoism he more than awfully desired her who snug and rosy in the pink shell of her involuted and so petulant social periphrasis–” Poor Wilfrid! Pity was ‘pop,’ but there was pride! Did she choose that he should go away thinking that she had ‘played him up’ just out of vanity, as Walter Nazing said American women did? Did she? Would it not be more in the mode, really dramatic–if one ‘went over the deep end,’ as they said, just once? Would that not be something they could both look back on–he in the East he was always talking of, she in this West? The proposition had a momentary popularity in that organism called Fleur too finely proportioned for a soul according to the theory which Michael was thinking over. Like all popularities, it did not last. First: Would she like it? She did not think she would; one man, without love, was quite enough. Then there was the danger of passing into Wilfrid’s power. He was a gentleman, but he was passionate; the cup once sipped, would he consent to put it down? But more than all was a physical doubt of the last two or three weeks which awaited verification, and which made her feel solemn. She stood up and passed her hands all over her, with a definite recoil from the thought of Wilfrid’s hands doing the same. No! To have his friendship, his admiration, but not at that price. She viewed him, suddenly, as a bomb set on her copper floor; and in fancy ran and seized and flung him out into the Square–poor Wilfrid! Pity was ‘pop!’ But one might be sorry for ONESELF, losing him; losing too that ideal of modern womanhood expounded to her one evening by Marjorie Ferrar, pet of the ‘panjoys,’ whose red-gold hair excited so much admiration: “My ambition–old thing–is to be the perfect wife of one man, the perfect mistress of another, and the perfect mother of a third, all at once. It’s perfectly possible–they do it in France.”
But was it really so perfectly possible–even if pity WAS posh? How be perfect to Michael, when the slightest slip might reveal to him that she was being perfect to Wilfrid; how be perfect to Wilfrid, when every time she was perfect to Michael would be a dagger in Wilfrid’s heart? And if–if her physical doubt should mature into certainty, how be perfect mother to the certainty, when she was either torturing two men, or lying to them like a trooperess? Not so perfectly possible as all that! ‘If only I were all French!’ thought Fleur…
The clicking door startled her–the reason that she was not all French was coming in. He looked very grey, as if he had been thinking too much. He kissed her, and sat down moodily before the fire.
“Have you come for the night, Dad?”
“If I may,” murmured Soames. “Business.”
“Anything unpleasant, ducky?”
Soames looked up as if startled.
“Unpleasant? Why should it be unpleasant?”
“I only thought from your face.”
Soames grunted. “This Ruhr!” he said. “I’ve brought you a picture. Chinese!”
“Oh, Dad! How jolly!”
“It isn’t,” said Soames; “it’s a monkey eating fruit.”
“But that’s perfect! Where is it–in the hall?”
Soames nodded.
Stripping the coverings off the picture, Fleur brought it in, and setting it up on the jade-green settee, stood away and looked at it. The large white monkey with its brown haunting eyes, as if she had suddenly wrested its interest from the orange-like fruit in its crisped paw, the grey background, the empty rinds all round–bright splashes in a general ghostliness of colour, impressed her at once.
“But, Dad, it’s a masterpiece–I’m sure it’s of a frightfully good period.”
“I don’t know,” said Soames. “I must look up the Chinese.”
“But you oughtn’t to give it to me, it must be worth any amount. You ought to have it in your collection.”
“They didn’t know its value,” said Soames, and a faint smile illumined his features. “I gave three hundred for it. It’ll be safer here.”
“Of course it’ll be safe. Only why safer?”
Soames turned towards the picture.
“I can’t tell. Anything may come of this.”
“Of what, dear?”
“Is ‘old Mont’ coming in to-night?”
“No, he’s at Lippinghall still.”
“Well, it doesn’t matter–he’s no good.”
Fleur took his hand and gave it a squeeze.
“Tell me!”
Soames’ tickled heart quivered. Fancy her wanting to know what was troubling him! But his sense of the becoming, and his fear of giving away his own alarm, forbade response.
“Nothing you’d understand,” he said. “Where are you going to hang it?”
“There, I think; but we must wait for Michael.”
Soames grumbled out:
“I saw him just now at your aunt’s. Is that the way he attends to business?”
‘Perhaps,’ thought Fleur, ‘he was only on his way back to the office. Cork Street IS more or less between! If he passed the end of it, he would think of Wilfrid, he might have been wanting to see him about books.’
“Oh, here’s Ting! Well, darling!”
The Chinese dog, let in, as it were, by Providence, seeing Soames, sat down suddenly with snub upturned and eyes brilliant. “The expression of your face,” he seemed to say, “pleases me. We belong to the past and could sing hymns together, old man.”
“Funny little chap,” said Soames; “he always knows me.”
Fleur lifted him. “Come and see the new monkey, ducky.”
“Don’t let him lick it.”
Held rather firmly by his jade-green collar and confronted by an inexplicable piece of silk smelling of the past, Ting-a-ling raised his head higher and higher to correspond with the action of his nostrils, and his little tongue appeared, tentatively savouring the emanation of his country.
“It’s a nice monkey, isn’t it, darling?”
“No,” said Ting-a-ling, rather clearly. “Put me down!”
Restored to the floor, he sought a patch where the copper came through between two rugs, and licked it quietly.
“Mr. Aubrey Greene, ma’am!”
“H’m!” said Soames.
The painter came gliding and glowing in; his bright hair slipping back, his green eyes sliding off.
“Ah!” he said, pointing to the floor. “That’s what I’ve come about.”
Fleur followed his finger in amazement.
“Ting!” she said severely, “stop it! He will lick the copper, Aubrey.”
“But how perfectly Chinese! They do every thing we don’t.”
“Dad–Aubrey Greene. My father’s just brought me this picture, Aubrey–isn’t it a gem?”
The painter stood quite still, his eyes ceased sliding off, his hair ceased slipping back.
“Phew!” he said.
Soames rose. He had waited for the flippant; but he recognised in the tone something reverential, if not aghast.
“By George,” said Aubrey Greene, “those eyes! Where did you pick it up, sir?”
“It belonged to a cousin of mine–a racing man. It was his only picture.”
“Good for him! He must have had taste.”
Soames stared. The idea that George should have had taste almost appalled him.
“No,” he said, with a flash of inspiration: “What he liked about it was that it makes you feel uncomfortable.”
“Same thing! I don’t know where I’ve seen a more pungent satire on human life.”
“I don’t follow,” said Soames dryly.
“Why, it’s a perfect allegory, sir! Eat the fruits of life, scatter the rinds, and get copped doing it. When they’re still, a monkey’s eyes are the human tragedy incarnate. Look at them! He thinks there’s something beyond, and he’s sad or angry because he can’t get at it. That picture ought to be in the British Museum, sir, with the label: ‘Civilisation, caught out.’”
“Well, it won’t be,” said Fleur. “It’ll be here, labelled ‘The White Monkey.’”
“Same thing.”
“Cynicism,” said Soames abruptly, “gets you nowhere. If you’d said ‘MODERNITY caught out’–”
“I do, sir; but why be narrow? You don’t seriously suppose this age is worse than any other?”
“Don’t I?” said Soames. “In my belief the world reached its highest point in the ‘eighties, and will never reach it again.”
The painter stared.
“That’s frightfully interesting. I wasn’t born, and I suppose you were about my age then, sir. You believed in God and drove in DILIGENCES.”
DILIGENCES! The word awakened in Soames a memory which somehow seemed appropriate.
“Yes,” he said, “and I can tell you a story of those days that you can’t match in these. When I was a youngster in Switzerland with my people, two of my sisters had some black cherries. When they’d eaten about half a dozen they discovered that they all had little maggots in them. An English climber there saw how upset they were, and ate the whole of the rest of the cherries–about two pounds–maggots, stones and all, just to show them. That was the sort of men they were then.”
“Oh! Father!”
“Gee! He must have been gone on them.”
“No,” said Soames, “not particularly. His name was Powley; he wore side whiskers.”
“Talking of God and diligences; I saw a hansom yesterday.”
‘More to the point if you’d seen God,’ thought Soames, but he did not say so; indeed, the thought surprised him, it was not the sort of thing he had ever seen himself.
“You mayn’t know it, sir, but there’s more belief now than there was before the war–they’ve discovered that we’re not all body.”
“Oh!” said Fleur. “That reminds me, Aubrey. Do you know any mediums? Could I get one to come here? On our floor, with Michael outside the door, one would know there couldn’t be any hanky. Do the dark seance people ever go out? – they’re much more thrilling they say.”
“Spiritualism!” said Soames. “H’mph!” He could not in half an hour have expressed himself more clearly.
Aubrey Greene’s eyes slid off to Ting-a-ling. “I’ll see what I can do, if you’ll lend me your Peke for an hour or so tomorrow afternoon. I’d bring him back on a lead, and give him every luxury.”
“What do you want him for?”
“Michael sent me a most topping little model today. But, you see, she can’t smile.”
“Michael?”
“Yes. Something quite new; and I’ve got a scheme. Her smile’s like sunlight going off an Italian valley; but when you tell her to, she can’t. I thought your Peke could make her, perhaps.”
“May I come and see?” said Fleur.
“Yes, bring him tomorrow; but, if I can persuade her, it’ll be in the ‘altogether.’”
“Oh! Will you get me a seance, if I lend you Ting?”
“I will.”
“H’mph!” said Soames again. Seances, Italian sunlight, the ‘altogether!’ It was time he got back to Elderson, and what was to be done now, and left this fiddling while Rome burned.
“Good-bye, Mr. Greene,” he said; “I’ve got no time.”
“Quite, sir,” said Aubrey Greene.
“Quite!” mimicked Soames to himself, going out.
Aubrey Greene took his departure a few minutes later, crossing a lady in the hall who was delivering her name to the manservant.
Alone with her body, Fleur again passed her hands all over it. The ‘altogether’–was a reminder of the dangers of dramatic conduct.
Chapter V.
FLEUR’S SOUL
“Mrs. Val Dartie, ma’am.”
A name which could not be distorted even by Coaker affected her like a finger applied suddenly to the head of the sciatic nerve. Holly! Not seen since the day when she did not marry Jon. Holly! A flood of remembrance–Wansdon, the Downs, the gravel pit, the apple orchard, the river, the copse at Robin Hill! No! It was not a pleasant sensation–to see Holly, and she said: “How awfully nice of you to come!”
“I met your husband this afternoon at Green Street; he asked me. What a lovely room!”
“Ting! Come and be introduced! This is Ting-a-ling; isn’t he perfect? He’s a little upset because of the new monkey. How’s Val, and dear Wansdon? It was too wonderfully peaceful.”
“It’s a nice backwater. I don’t get tired of it.”
“And–” said Fleur, with a little laugh, “Jon?”
“He’s growing peaches in North Carolina. British Columbia didn’t do.”
“Oh! Is he married?”
“No.”
“I suppose he’ll marry an American.”
“He isn’t twenty-two, you know.”
“Good Lord!” said Fleur: “Am I only twenty-one? I feel forty-eight.”
“That’s living in the middle of things and seeing so many people–”
“And getting to know none.”
“But don’t you?”
“No, it isn’t done. I mean we all call each other by our Christian names; but apres–”
“I like your husband very much.”
“Oh! yes, Michael’s a dear. How’s June?”
“I saw her yesterday–she’s got a new painter, of course–Claud Brains. I believe he’s what they call a Vertiginist.”
Fleur bit her lip.
“Yes, they’re quite common. I suppose June thinks he’s the only one.”
“Well, she think’s he’s a genius.”
“She’s wonderful.”
“Yes,” said Holly, “the most loyal creature in the world while it lasts. It’s like poultry farming–once they’re hatched. You never saw Boris Strumolowski?”
“No.”
“Well, don’t.”
“I know his bust of Michael’s uncle. It’s rather sane.”
“Yes. June thought it a pot-boiler, and he never forgave her. Of course it was. As soon as her swan makes money, she looks round for another. She’s a darling.”
“Yes,” murmured Fleur; “I liked June.”
Another flood of remembrance–from a tea-shop, from the river, from June’s little dining-room, from where in Green Street she had changed her wedding dress under the upward gaze of June’s blue eyes. She seized the monkey and held it up.
“Isn’t it a picture of ‘life’?” Would she have said that if Aubrey Greene hadn’t? Still it seemed very true at the moment.
“Poor monkey!” said Holly. “I’m always frightfully sorry for monkeys.
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